Honest

I just want to come from
So were honestly
Feel like everything I've done
Means nothing to me

And I'm gonna be honest with you, oh
So if I'm honest with you
I'm so tired of being tired with myself
'Cause I tend to think too much
'Bout where might my life end up
Say I'm not giving up
Am I simply not enough?

But I'm down on my knees
And I'm begging for mercy
I'm so done with IDs
'Cause this music ain't me
And I found myself where the grapevines grow

Judging myself
Judging the way that I deal with judging myself
But I think I judged you too
But if I'm honest with you
Woah, if I'm honest I don't
Wanna analyze my life from numbers that I make
On this music

'Cause I don't wanna care
And I don't wanna need the money
And I don't

And oh my, my
I can't tell no lies
I'll find myself where the sunlight shines
And I get caught up in wishing I could die
Honesty has been so hard to fight

So I'm letting go of myself
And I'm letting go of my brain
'Cause the only thing it's done for me is cause me this pain

So I say my goodbyes
And pack up and go
I'll look to the sky
I know there I will find I am home

So I ask myself
What does this feel like
I think it feels like
Feels like I'm home