Finally

This heart is beating just to say some
Now I can't remember nothing
Working hard just to let it go
Life is good and I'm punching

Tryna give myself a break now
Saying nothing at the function
Tryna get back to who I am, who I was before the discussions
Nowadays I'm on one

Checking in with my younger self
Finally feeling awesome
Settling in to my own home
Finally feeling normal

I'ma make the most of my being in my zone
Once again, I'm on one
Now we're past the eruption
Eyes are wide and I'm en garde

Ready for anything at all
Wanting a home run
A-tec story's over now
Fractions of all the time gone

Now I'm onto a different mode
Watch me as I go
In a minute, I might be back again soon, I hope

And my body wants to throw the towel in, but I won't
I have faith in my rambling
I can finally see the man I am

Finally I'm home
I finally let go
Finally let go