Apricity

What is a soul?
Isn't what's behind the lie
Of everything I've shown
If I let go
Will it free my mind, or will it follow me home?

I wish I was different
I wish I could know the things you know
I never liked the ocean
I can only see so far with my broken telescope

Have you ever wondered why I looked so tired?
Why I don't seem to sleep at night
Why Tobi's eyes look terrified
And why I stopped going outside

A Monster waits for me out there
He wears a hood to hide is hair
And when he let's go off his hold
I'll venture out without a care in the world

Should I let go
Or should I stay inside
So I wouldn't fall

Where do I go when I see two moons
Will it take me back home?

I don't like my existence
It's always the same old lies I've shown
I don't know how to fix it
I can only reach so far, I wonder so I ask if

Have you ever wondered why I looked so tired?
Why I don't seem to be alright
When Tobi tells me all these lies
Said no one cares about my life

So, tell me everything that you've heard
I want to see my reflection in the mirror clearer
Take me far away from all this
I can't walk the distance
Fill me up with stitches
Can you fix this?

(Isn't what's behind the lie of everything I've shown)
(When he lets go off his hold)
(I don't like my existence)
(Do don't like my existence)