The Treadmill

I'm on a treadmill trying to pull my shit together
Get to a meditative state with a heart rate doing me in
Think about everything
The scorched ground in my wake
Five miles to self-flagellate
Rotating all my mistakes
What the hell was I thinking?

Shaun and Rosie are getting married
I can't even tie my shoes
Will I be alone forever?

All these little feelings
Feelings are keeping me from going on
All these little feelings
Feelings are keeping me from going on

Jesus Christ, I'm piling on the pounds
Spent a year on the cans and blowouts
Emasculated by my reflection
Please, God, give me a new complexion
You don't look like you came out of a breakup
You look like you've come out the spa
Oh, a PlayStation, Nordics, nuggets, airstrikes
The only thing that I've got now

Shaun and Rosie are getting married
I can't even tie my shoes
Will I be alone forever?

All these little feelings
Feelings are keeping me from going on
All these little feelings
Feelings are keeping me from going on

All these little feelings
Feelings are keeping me from going on
All these little feelings
Feelings are keeping me from going on
All these little feelings
Feelings are keeping me from going on
All these little feelings
Feelings are keeping me from going on