Rejection

I just wanna rest, that's enough for today
for everything I need just a peace of mind
I'm not giving up, but I'm not ok
I had the shit before, now I just don't care no more

I lost the sense of being sane
I lost the joy I used to have
I'm not gonna live this kinda life
I'm not gonna let it take my part
I'm part away from others don't wanna be a loner
I ain't no fucking losers I just want to let it go
I have to make a difference now
gonna get the things out of my mind

at the first everything was cool
the shit I have makes me feel like a fool
I'm not gonna let it stays inside
I'm not gonna let it hurts me twice
I have to let it go now
and move on with my life
and there's no easy way but I'm not afraid
I'll find myself in a different path
I've done with all this shit yeah I had enough

I'll take myself away from it
I just don't care so let me sit
along this time I held my breath
I live it through without regret
but then I drag my self too deep
and I can't even lay to rest
I paid the price I had to pay
there's always be another chance