just another sad song lol

This limerence is killing me
I want my life back
I'm obsessed with validation, don't know why I'm like that
I just know when you call
I'll always pick up the phone
I'm righting my wrongs
So you'll have closure when I'm gone

I been like this for a long time
I just want it all to end
I'm sorry to the ones I love
If you don't see me again

If you want me to be honest
I don't wanna play pretend
Think I'm falling to the other side
You know I've been on the fence

I bend over backwards so far, that I break
Tired of living the life I can't take
Sipping on potions, I'm tryin' to escape
Don't say you feel me, 'cause you can't relate

Look in the mirror, it makes me feel nauseous
Turn people off, 'cause I'm fucking obnoxious
Filling my body up with all these toxins
Sip on this liquor until I'm unconscious

This limerence is killing me
I want my life back
I'm obsessed with validation, don't know why I'm like that
I just know when you call
I'll always pick up the phone
I'm righting my wrongs
So you'll have closure when I'm gone

I been like this for a long time
I just want it all to end
I'm sorry to the ones I love
If you don't see me again

If you want me to be honest
I don't wanna play pretend
Think I'm falling to the other side
You know I've been on the fence