Close To Sober

Close to sober
Shouldn't be here I
Was supposed to walk the line
Close to sober
Just give me some time
To clear up my mind and leave

No, my wine ain't strong enough
To erase the feeling
Of being self-deceiving
Claiming I am tough
Yet all the little stories
That I tell to drown the sound
Of something screaming deep in
This bed I shouldn't sleep in!
Still have me holding out

I will deny my crime
There's no love insidе
I'm not yours
Till the end of time

Closе to sober
Shouldn't be here I
Was supposed to walk the line
Close to sober
Just give me some time
To clear up my mind and
Leave while standing tall
I'm not one to crawl
Not the one to fall
Not the one at all

Five more drinks and I forget
This pain excruciating
From the way you're slaying my heart to the ground
And all the little stories
How you want us to be one
All so unauthentic
Still ran to you frantic
Look where it got me now

I will deny my crime
There's no love inside
I am numb
Played you just for fun and
Now I hide
Let the truth subside
That I'm yours
Till the end of time

Close to sober
Shouldn't be here I
Was supposed to walk the line
Close to sober
Just give me some time
To clear up my mind and
Leave while standing tall
I'm not one to crawl
Not the one to fall
Not the one at all
Not the one to fall
Not the one at all