Insidead

People around just wanna see
Car crashes, wounds that never heal
People around disappoint me
With all the grudge and jealousy
Coming undone
And I wreck now away from here

Hiding, while I can, under pressure, tension
With my pain I drown, Will I try so far?
And I face the void inside my head
Come here, son. You’re lost, she says
You’re on the bound, you know things won’t change!

I want to get away from myself
Want to kill illness from myself
I want to get away from myself
Don’t wanna feel the pain
'Cause I won’t be insidead!