Desire To Die

Take your time and wait
What you feel right now
Will not change during any time
Your head feels like cage
You can go far to a star
But you won't leave it behind

I gotta get up this time
You gotta get up this time
But this time steals your hope and it's so hard to climb
I gotta get up this time
You gotta get up this time
Still I can't hear the sounds that will make me do so

I can't deny it
I see it fading

I've got up hundred times
So many times I can not breathe in
I've broken all my heart
And all that's left are holes 
That you can't offer
Nobody wants them

I know I'll never know
The reason I am here
Still nobody ever did
It's So sad to see the world
So beautiful outside
So cruel inside

Stay here, don't go
There's nothing there to free you
There's no one there to feel you
I hope there's something
That will unblind my senses 
Make the world feel complete