Can't Make 29

I can't be the waiting fault that's always in your lies
And I can't be the one that falls defenseless and left behind
Remember life in late September
Letting go of all that
You choose to lose inside your mind
Yeah

I find myself, I'm falling apart
I'm falling away, I'm loosing control
I fight myself through every bliss
And every heart that you crush

Well I was thinking if we could talk this could go really fast
Well I see there is no motivation
How about sticking my foot up your ass?
Remember life in late September
Letting go of all that
You choose to lose inside your mind yeah

I find myself, I'm falling apart
I'm falling away, I'm loosing control
I fight myself through every bliss
And every heart that you crush

My curse is life
Just cannot hold on
My curse is life
Just can't hold on

My curse for you is life
And just cannot hold on
And through these lies
I'm falling apart
I'm falling away
I'm letting go

I whore out the sounds
Though I cannot be found
This is where I would stay
This is my home

I turn onto you
Like you weren't in my head
Now I'm the ground

I find myself, I'm falling apart
I'm falling away, I'm loosing control
I fight myself through every bliss
And every heart that you crush