Dreams Reversed

Something tears the fabric of my truth
Nothing feels right
(You've got to grasp what you have lost)

Forcing into darkness for the answers
I've only fooled myself

Universe, welcoming
(Look past what you have known)
Memories, distancing
(So unaware)

Universe, collapsing
(Look past what you have known)
Memories, reversing

If I have known my life
What are these gaps that cloud my reason and take hold of me?
Where is the light?
Why am I suffering?
Wake me up

So hard to take, my life is breaking
So hard to fake, my mind is waking
Backward thought, forward thinking
Forward thought, backward thinking
Help, I don't want to believe

Finding that what I've seen is calling me
Testing me, redefining everything I've been
Nothing is the same anymore
I'm a prisoner sent away from myself

Saving the fallen, they blame me
They're calling
I'm reaching for something

It's all coming from nothing I've known
Rebuild the past into something that's new
Truth is not something I've seen
Changing my mind about me

Feeling my pride die
Changing my life, finally
This feeling inside lied to me