Disillusionment

Desilusión

The storm is approachingLa tormenta se acerca
And I enter into a seaY me adentro en un mar
Of mud, once againDe fango, otra vez

Little by little and barely seeing itPoco a poco y apenas sin verla
Its stench penetrates my skinSu hedor penetra en mi piel

The one to whom I gave my loveAquel que yo entregué mi amor
Rewards me with painMe recompensa con dolor
Betrayal, revenge, and ambitionTraición, venganza y ambición
Calm down, let your frustrationTranquilo, que tu frustración
Not take over my beingNo se apodera de mi ser

Beauty without eyes disgusts meLa belleza sin ojos me apesta
And attracts you, like red to the bullY te atrae, cual rojo a la res
I twist and expel that bile of faithMe retuerzo y expulso esa bilis de fé
That remains in my gallQue queda en mi hiel

Who managed to ignite passionQuien consiguió arrancar pasión
Today crushes my heartHoy me aniquila el corazón
He deceives as a mere jesterSe embauca en un simple bufón
A Sun of disappointment crushes meMe aplasta un sol de decepción
And returns me to perishY me devuelve a perecer

Please be quietPor favor cállate
Don't remind me of what I hated so muchNo me recuerdes lo que tanto odié
Look at me, don't you seeMírame, no lo ves
That your fiery sting is already burning my feetQue tu aguijón de fuego abrasa ya mis pies

The echo of pain is so strongEs tal el eco del dolor
Its interior is so emptyEs tan vacío su interior
It drags me and clouds my reasonMe arrastra y nubla la razón
Perhaps you deserve my forgivenessQuizá merezcas mi perdón
And heal the damage somedayY el daño cure alguna vez

Please be quietPor favor cállate
Don't remind me of what I hated so muchNo me recuerdes lo que tanto odié
Look at me, don't you seeMírame, no lo ves
That your fiery sting is already burning my feetQue tu aguijón de fuego abrasa ya mis pies

Be quiet, let meCállate, déjame
Twist in fears I've passed throughQue me retuerza en miedos que pasé
Please, look at mePor favor, mírame
Lying here by your sideTumbado aquí a tu lado
Begging you, begging youSuplicándote, suplicándote
Heal somedayCure alguna vez