Grey and Wet and Cold

I'm so uneasy
This world sucks
This life so much more
My thoughts are running
Through a tunnel
It's dark and wet and smelly
Sense cadaveric
Rotten flesh

It's grey and wet and cold and I
I just want to die
Fade into silence
Cut my veins

Egoism rules
This bloody earth
What you said you would
Was not what you did
Cannot come up now
With a single good thought
Just end this tragedy

It's grey and wet and cold and I
I just want to die
Fade into silence
Cut my veins

It's my choice
What do I choose?
My killer I choose

And when he looks into my eyes
He'll be so sad
He'll kill himself instead