Birthday Song

Never thought that I would be moving out
And debating to call you on your birthday
Never thought that I would even start to doubt
If you would be there on my wedding day

And I wonder if I met you now
Would it be the same?
Catching glimpses of you leaning in the door frame
And I wonder if I met someone else
With the same name
Would I panic?
And would you stay?

Never thought that you would be turning 21
Half expected to keep you in my camera
Blowing all the candles out, you were turning 17
White eyes fixated on me

And I wonder if I met you now
Would it be the same?
Catching glimpses of you leaning in the door frame
And I wonder if I met someone else
With the same name
Would I panic?

Do you hate me now?
Do you hate me now and then?
Do you hate me now?
Do you hate me now and then?

I still think about you on your birthday
I wonder if you hate me now
I still think about you on your birthday
I wonder if you even think of me now