Love/Paranoia

I may not be as honest as I ought to be
Now that, when the walls go up
I said it didn't worry me, but it hit me like an arrow
Babe, to know, I could just be paranoid
Won't quell the desire to know what was really going on
Does it really fucking matter, babe? Is all you can ask me
Okay, fair play, here we go

I've heard those words before
Are you sure (are you sure)
It was nothing (it was nothing)?
'Cause it made me feel like dying (like dying)
Inside (inside)
Never thought I was insecure
But it's pure (but it's pure)
Didn't notice
Until I was in love
For real

Am I really gonna cross the line (cross the line)
Just to find
What you're typing?
If only I could read your mind (your mind)
Ooh, I'd be fine (I'd be fine)
I'd be normal
But now's my time
Gonna do it

And suddenly I'm the phony one
The only one with a problem
True love is bringing it out of me
The worst in me, and I know now
Do you remember the time we were
The time we were by the ocean?
I didn't care if it was day or night
The world was right where I wanted

Girl, I'm sorry
Babe, I'm really, really sorry