Delusional

Yeah... like this (like this)
Ima drink this henn,
Ima keep this grin,
But if you look at nina closely
I'm tryina contain this beast within.
I know some of yall already knowin that i got alota cheese to spend
But that don't change the fact i go insane.
I gotta heap of sins
Please begin.

I saw a glimspse in all of this when i was just yay tall
And i pictured yall
And it wall to wall
But they all said i was just
Delusional
But the people startin callin us.
And i'm ballin tough.
But the crawlin rough.
And i never thought our stuff was saw enough.
What the problem is?
Now i got em here, tellin all these kids
I'm the k.o.d and they pumpin up the volume
And listenen hard when i give my heart is it
Delusional.
When i'm thinkin ima boss in the biz
But i'm lost and i fake it that i'm off in the lid
But they pay the cost when it is dark at the crib.

Some say that if tell them to hate,
My people are at the gate
Ready for sealin your fate
That is up for debate
Cause when i make my music aint no evil from mister yates.
Callin me a cult leader
I don't really know but ima fosho heater
Wickidness commin from mine rove
They could blow me,
But the folks wanna soul see us,
At the bottom with the devil lookin around and it be no n9na.
They say i lead em to evil
Like i was jimmy jones and feedin the people.
When i bleed in the steeple.
The reason they seizin me aint no decreasin my ego.
My powers for good i think.
Would i shrink?
If somebody took away how good i ink
But that would never happen
I'm makin it with the rappin
But they want me to collapse and when i could i sink.

I hope i find what i'm looking for,
Maybe i should drink just a little more.
Delusional.
I'm fightin but i'm losin.
Feel like we offer up confusion.
Hear me!
My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life,
And confusion seems to read my alibi.
Delusional.
I'm feelin like i don't belong,
Feel like i'm tellin you to do wrong.
Hear me!

She feel like i'm, gonna make them hate
Because i was around and kick it and make them babys
And now that i made it gotta escape them daily
And that's crazy
Cause all i'm doin is makin the industry pay me
But when i show my face
Feelin everythings great
Did a show then we ate
Then i'm outa that state.
She said i'm a good provider but daddy of the year man i'm outa that race
How i compensate
For the losses they
Get often dates
That's too personal we'll stop the tape.

I hope i find what i'm looking for,
Maybe i should drink just a little more.
Delusional.
I'm fightin but i'm losin.
Feel like we offer up confusion.
Hear me!
My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life,
And confusion seems to read my alibi.
Delusional.
I'm feelin like i don't belong,
Feel like i'm tellin you to do wrong.
Hear me!

They say i'm seein things
But everybody know i'm bein things.
We dem kings.
Like it or not we runnin this.
Gotta lotta hype cause i wanna spit.
And i come to grip
On the fith.
You gotta know techs never gonna miss.
I know i might be
A little psychy
But it's nightly and brightly
Inside of me makin me a little frightening
Rippin it with the right team
I bring hella light when resighting.
When it's all said and done i'm sickened and heavened.
Caused this a damned reverend.
All 6's and 7's

I hope i find what i'm looking for,
Maybe i should drink just a little more.
Delusional.
I'm fightin but i'm losin.
Feel like we offer up confusion.
Hear me!
My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life,
And confusion seems to read my alibi.
Delusional.
I'm feelin like i don't belong,
Feel like i'm tellin you to do wrong.
Hear me!