Our Secret

My heart, my gut desires the
Impossible
It shrivels up in shame
The heaviest screams I know
Are the one that stay inside
'Cause I'm not allowed to want you

Body trapped in amber
Like an insect
I haven’t finished
Finished waiting

Body trapped in amber
Like an insect
I haven’t finished
Finished hoping

My heart, my gut desires the
Unfathomable
It’s splitting out in pain
My heart, my gut is yearning
The unspeakable
I shudder

The heaviest screams I know
Are the ones I keep on top
'Cause I'm not allowed to need you
The most inane lie I’ve known
Is the one that I am living
I try to fight the ache

I’ll be spelling out your name
Till it’s raining dying embers
I’ll be hiding it deep inside
Till my bones are lying naked

Till my
Till my bones lie there naked
Till my
Till my bones lie there naked