Let Me Be Lonely

Sometimes it takes a broken heart
To see where a love truly lies
I seem always to fool myself
And turn love into a disguise
But once the cards have all been turned over
And my life is open to see
I know Your wisdom could save me pain
But maybe the pain's what I need

So let me be lonely a little bit more
Just know it's got to be
The hardest thing I've ever done before
If You should save me now
I'd not know for sure
Once I have opened my door
I don't want You to wonder anymore

The painted roses and red balloons
That I seem to be counting on
Are only fantasies in my mind
And one day they all will be gone
But one thing I know will last forever
And that is Your deep love for me
You have shown me a perfect love
The same love I want You to see

So let me be lonely a little bit more
Just know it's got to be
The hardest thing I've ever done before
If You should save me now
I'd not know for sure
Once I have opened my door
I don't want You to wonder anymore

Do I love You, know that I do
And if there's one thing that I need
It would be You, only You

So please let me be lonely a little bit more
Just know it's got to be
The hardest thing I've ever done before
If You should save me now
I'd not know for sure
Once I have opened my door
I don't want You to wonder anymore