Zero

I'm just a man without a life
I have no reason to deny
I've got no reason to deny
Tomorrow's just another lie
It's been before
It's been before
I'm just a loner passing by
I have no time
Don't waste my time
I'm still asleep and paralyzed
I've seen your ghost tonight
The Sun will never rise
I'm still alone in paradise
I know the Sun will never rise for me tonight

And I have tried my best to be a saint
But no, I ain't

And I have tried
Oh, God, I've tried
Everything that I'm still trying to deny
And all the lies
And all the times
All the different things you loved about my head
You know I should have said

I'm so afraid I shut my eyes
I know you'd like me to
I know you'd like
A loaded gun can cross my eyes
I live to die
No better life, no better life
A lowlife zero lives a lie
Forgotten truth and wasted time
I've wasted time

And I have ripped my heart to be a saint
But no, I ain't

And I have tried
Oh, God, I've tried
Everything that I'm still trying to deny
And all the lies
And all the times
All the different things you loved about my head
You know I should have said

And I self-medicate, I don't know what is waiting for me right across the room
I tried to love again, I tried be myself, right after you
I tried to open up the door, so I could leave right after you
So come and fix me when you're done

And I have tried
Oh, God, I've tried
Everything that I'm still trying to deny
And all the lies
And all the times
All the different things you loved about my head
You know I should have said