I Have a Sixth Sense For Mental Illness

Well you like it or not I'm getting tired of you
As if it matters, all of my laughter is being misconstrued
Taken as truth and votes cast with my voice
I missed the chance for choice

But if all of my prayers go through one man
Who wants nothing more than to be inside of me

Then I would never say that I would be your friend forever
Loneliness would’ve met the devil in me
I remember you were holding my hand to temper bittеrness
And what I took for granted

All to get you in

My forgottеn mind
I planted a seed with you
I just needed a friend
Then you went off your crazy pills
I can see the end is in sight

I want to blow up the world
Trade my center for bombs
And yes I’ve found grace inside of a girl
She says hello to you
But you don’t care and you’re changing your mind
You want to stay with us

Well I can tell you won’t want to watch too much
And you can’t turn off the sounds you’ll hear when we touch

This side of never
Oh if I could make it last forever
Loneliness couldn’t meet the devil in me
I remember when you stopped holding my hand
And severed any ties that would keep you paralyzed

All to get you in

My forgotten mind
I planted a seed with you
I just needed a friend
Then you went off your crazy pills
I can see the end
Can’t be pinned down by narratives
I don’t want your defense
Cause I’ve already forgiven you

Oh for the longest time
I knew you to be the light
Then your light caught a glimpse of what it couldn’t ever be
Oh, I'm nothing like whatever you are trying to see
That’s someone else and I can tell you everything
Will be a disappointment

Well you like it or not I'm taking care of you
Taking you right back into my harms
I’ve always loved you