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This song has a real summer 1983 vibe

Very specific, actually

I'll stop talkin' now 'cause you're probably already annoyed with me talkin' so much, so let's begin!

Hmm-hmm, okay

I know it might seem impossible

But now it's time for me to be responsible

I've always looked at you in a certain way

I counted every single day

I know when your birthday is

I know your full name

I know your hobbies

And you don't even know I exist

I don't have principles to live by

I've never said goodbye

'Cause I was always ashamed that you hated me

I never felt free

I was always afraid of lookin' skinny

I was always afraid somethin' would go wrong

I always had an uncertainty 'bout who I was made for

I loved you since I was four

There were times when I just gave up on livin'

I never went to a Thanksgivin'

I thought about telling you everythin'

But I was always ashamed 'cause I was a child

The nights were difficult, insomnia was common

But tell me

Do you care about my feelings

Or would you prefer I commit suicide?

I was always afraid of lookin' skinny (do you care?)

I was always afraid somethin' would go wrong

I always had an uncertainty 'bout what I was made for

I loved you since I was four

So, good things don't last

And life goes by so fast

And I never said what was best

And this never went beyond a test

I love doing this, makin' a fun song with heavy lyrics

I was always afraid of lookin' skinny

I was always afraid somethin' would go wrong

I always had an uncertainty 'bout what I was made for

I loved you since I was four

Essa música tem uma vibe de verão de 1983

Bem específica, na verdade

Vou parar de falar agora porque você provavelmente já tá cansado de eu falar tanto, então vamos começar!

Hmm-hmm, beleza

Eu sei que pode parecer impossível

Mas agora é hora de eu ser responsável

Sempre olhei pra você de um jeito especial

Contava cada dia que passava

Eu sei quando é seu aniversário

Eu sei seu nome completo

Eu sei seus hobbies

E você nem sabe que eu existo

Eu não tenho princípios pra viver

Nunca disse adeus

Porque sempre tive vergonha de que você me odiasse

Nunca me senti livre

Sempre tive medo de parecer magro

Sempre tive medo de algo dar errado

Sempre tive uma incerteza sobre pra quem eu fui feito

Eu te amei desde os quatro anos

Houve momentos em que eu simplesmente desisti de viver

Nunca fui a um Dia de Ação de Graças

Pensei em te contar tudo

Mas sempre tive vergonha porque era só uma criança

As noites eram difíceis, a insônia era comum

Mas me diz

Você se importa com meus sentimentos

Ou prefere que eu cometa suicídio?

Sempre tive medo de parecer magro (você se importa?)

Sempre tive medo de algo dar errado

Sempre tive uma incerteza sobre pra quem eu fui feito

Eu te amei desde os quatro anos

Então, coisas boas não duram

E a vida passa tão rápido

E eu nunca disse o que era melhor

E isso nunca foi além de um teste

Eu amo fazer isso, criar uma música divertida com letras pesadas

Sempre tive medo de parecer magro

Sempre tive medo de algo dar errado

Sempre tive uma incerteza sobre pra quem eu fui feito

Eu te amei desde os quatro anos