Estou Invisível

I'm invisible

Essa música tem uma vibe de verão de 1983This song has a real summer 1983 vibe
Bem específica, na verdadeVery specific, actually
Vou parar de falar agora porque você provavelmente já tá cansado de eu falar tanto, então vamos começar!I'll stop talkin' now 'cause you're probably already annoyed with me talkin' so much, so let's begin!

Hmm-hmm, belezaHmm-hmm, okay

Eu sei que pode parecer impossívelI know it might seem impossible
Mas agora é hora de eu ser responsávelBut now it's time for me to be responsible
Sempre olhei pra você de um jeito especialI've always looked at you in a certain way
Contava cada dia que passavaI counted every single day

Eu sei quando é seu aniversárioI know when your birthday is
Eu sei seu nome completoI know your full name
Eu sei seus hobbiesI know your hobbies
E você nem sabe que eu existoAnd you don't even know I exist

Eu não tenho princípios pra viverI don't have principles to live by
Nunca disse adeusI've never said goodbye
Porque sempre tive vergonha de que você me odiasse'Cause I was always ashamed that you hated me
Nunca me senti livreI never felt free

Sempre tive medo de parecer magroI was always afraid of lookin' skinny
Sempre tive medo de algo dar erradoI was always afraid somethin' would go wrong
Sempre tive uma incerteza sobre pra quem eu fui feitoI always had an uncertainty 'bout who I was made for
Eu te amei desde os quatro anosI loved you since I was four

Houve momentos em que eu simplesmente desisti de viverThere were times when I just gave up on livin'
Nunca fui a um Dia de Ação de GraçasI never went to a Thanksgivin'
Pensei em te contar tudoI thought about telling you everythin'
Mas sempre tive vergonha porque era só uma criançaBut I was always ashamed 'cause I was a child

As noites eram difíceis, a insônia era comumThe nights were difficult, insomnia was common
Mas me dizBut tell me
Você se importa com meus sentimentosDo you care about my feelings
Ou prefere que eu cometa suicídio?Or would you prefer I commit suicide?

Sempre tive medo de parecer magro (você se importa?)I was always afraid of lookin' skinny (do you care?)
Sempre tive medo de algo dar erradoI was always afraid somethin' would go wrong
Sempre tive uma incerteza sobre pra quem eu fui feitoI always had an uncertainty 'bout what I was made for
Eu te amei desde os quatro anosI loved you since I was four

Então, coisas boas não duramSo, good things don't last
E a vida passa tão rápidoAnd life goes by so fast
E eu nunca disse o que era melhorAnd I never said what was best
E isso nunca foi além de um testeAnd this never went beyond a test

Eu amo fazer isso, criar uma música divertida com letras pesadasI love doing this, makin' a fun song with heavy lyrics

Sempre tive medo de parecer magroI was always afraid of lookin' skinny
Sempre tive medo de algo dar erradoI was always afraid somethin' would go wrong
Sempre tive uma incerteza sobre pra quem eu fui feitoI always had an uncertainty 'bout what I was made for
Eu te amei desde os quatro anosI loved you since I was four