I used to call it seasonal depression
But it's every season now
Maybe I'm just searching for a reason
Or praying for another way out

'Cause I'm sick, I wonder if they know
It's more than chemical
I feel it breaking all my bones
And it follows me wherever I go

I didn't mean to give the wrong impression
I panic switch, and then blacked out
It wasn't me, I swear it was possession
Like something taking over now

'Cause I'm sick, I wonder if they know
It's more than chemical
I feel it breaking all my bones
And it follows me wherever I go
I'm scared of my shadow
I suffer all alone
I feel it breaking all my bones
And it follows me wherever I go

It follows wherever I go
It follows wherever I go

Suffering all alone
I wonder if they fucking know
I gave up fighting years ago
It's taking over
Suffering all alone
I wonder if they fucking know
I gave up fighting years ago
It's taking over

'Cause I'm sick (sick), I wonder if they know
It's more than chemical
I feel it breaking all my bones
And it follows me wherever I go
I'm scared of my shadow
I suffer all alone
I feel it breaking all my bones
And it follows me wherever I go

Wherever I go
Wherever I go
Wherever I go
And it follows me wherever I go