Lost and afraid, young and innocent but getting older
I don't wanna be alone, I don't wanna be alone
Sharper the blade is, the easier it scars your soul
I don't wanna be alone, I don't wanna be alone

My current state is heavy
Hope it's a phase or something
Don't let me go

Up and away, I'm an alien, I need a moment
I don't know what to believe
All I wanna do is leave
What can I say that would make you see, make you need me?
Maybe I won't ever know, maybe I'll end up alone

Running in place (circles, in circles with you), don't mind me
Out in a race (I didn't mean to be here), watch me go

I don't wanna let you down
So promise you won't let me drown
How can you feel the way that I'm feeling if you're not inside of my head?
I got the pressure, it's pushing my buttons and making me think about death
I got some mixed emotions about how I've been getting to all these checks
Acting all funny because of the money, it's making my tummy upset

How can you feel the way that I'm feeling if you're not inside of my head?
I got the pressure, it's pushing my buttons and making me think about death
Somebody find me a balance, look what I did to myself and my friends
Emotions are paying the rent, oh
Emotions are paying the rent, oh

I'm back and forth, I think I'm going crazy
I'm back and forth, I can't make up my mind
I'm up and down, I'm never sad
I'm up and down, I'm never satisfied
I'm back and forth, I think I'm going crazy
I'm back and forth, I can't make up my mind
I'm up and down, I'm never sad
I'm up and down, I'm never satisfied
I'm back and forth, I think I'm going crazy
I'm back and forth, I can't make up my mind
I'm up and down, I'm never sad
I'm up and down, I'm never satisfied
I'm back and forth, I think I'm going crazy
I'm back and forth, I can't make up my mind
I'm up and down, I'm never sad
I'm up and down, I'm never satisfied