Apology To Myself

I put on my best suit and straightened my tie
I looked at the mirror and caught my own eyes
I spent so many years chasing shadows and ghosts
Ignoring the person who matter the most

I bought a dozen red roses just to place in the vase
And finally fell in love with my own face
I treated you like a stranger passing on the street
I never gave you a credit for staying on your feet

But tonight the candles is burning and wine is pour
And I'm giving you the love that you've always stored
So I'm writing an apology to myself
For leaving my heart on dusty shelf

I'm sorry, I kept you waiting in the dark
When you were the only one holding the spark
I promise to love you
I promise to stay
I promise to choose you every single day

I found the love of my life and I finally see
The only one to waiting for was me
It was always me
I'm taking myself out dancing tonight

Holding my own hand under the moonlight
No more begging for scraps, no more waiting for calls
I'm building the kingdom inside out these walls
I'm whispering sweet nothings to do beat my heart

I should've loved you this way right from the stars
So I'm writing an apology to myself
For leaving my heart on the dusty shelf
I'm sorry I kept you waiting in the dark

When you were the only one holding the sparks
I promise to love you
I promise to stay
I promise to choose you every single day

I found the love of my life and finally see
The only one that were to waiting for was me
I forgive you for the time you lost
I pay the price

Yeah, I pay the cost
But the debt is settled, the slate it's clean
I'm the finest lover that I never seem
So I'm writing an apology to myself

For leaving my heart on the dusty shelf
I'm sorry, I kept you in the dark
When you are the only one holding the spark
I promise to love you

I promise to stay
I promise to choose you every single day
I found the love of my life and I finally see
The only one were to waiting for was me

Oh, I love you me
I apology accepted
I love you me