Slowly

I never call
I wanted to stay inside
Because I'm so tired
Sick of things I used to love
I'll never find
Somewhere I can call my home
All these meaningless encounters
Won't fill up the hole in my heart

I tried to be satisfied with life
But I just don't have the energy
To get back up again

Slowly, slowly, slowly
I'm dying, it's okay
Please don't call me, call me, call me
There's not much you can do

Let me slowly, slowly, slowly
Take my breath away from here
To a better place
I call my home

Honestly
Nothing makes sense
Hoped to paint it black and white
But the grey parts keep throwing me off
I don't recall
Faces come and faces go
At the end, I'm left on my own
Drowning in thoughts of my home

I tried to be satisfied with life
But I just don't care enough
To really get back up again

Slowly, slowly, slowly
I'm dying, it's okay
Please don't call me, call me, call me
There's not much you can do

Let me slowly, slowly, slowly
Take my breath away from here
To a better place
I call my home