Enough

I can't give you what you wanted, it'll never be me
Can't carry on all that you started, nip my bud off of the family tree
See I dread when it comes to the day and I pray that you'll be okay
I'm sorry mother, you're about to grieve for your future, erase what could've been
Erase what could've been

So, if it's not enough
When all I ever did was try to love everything about you
I can't waste another moment, fading from a life unchosen
Yeah, I just need to trust, you won't give up
Am I ever enough ever enough, ever enough ever enough for you?

Because you had a skewed perception, will you see me as the same?
Because now there's new conditions, I hope you feel that nothing has changed
I know I may have to give you some time
'Cause I might break your heart whenever I give you mine
I'm sorry mother, I'll make you grieve your future, but please don't kill our past
Please don't kill our past, please don't kill our past
Keep our memories intact, that's all I ask

So, if it's not enough
When all I ever did was try to love everything about you
I can't waste another moment, fading from a life unchosen
Yeah, I just need to trust, you won't give up
Am I ever enough, ever enough, ever enough, ever enough?

I don't want to leave no doubt, so I'm hoping that you know by now
Don't know how to say out loud
Can you see the anguish in my eyes?
And I'm sorry if it doesn't work out, how you thought that it might be
You had my life planned but that's not who I am
So tell me

They say blood is thicker than water but that's not always the case
Sometimes people like to treat us like a stain, and we're still getting washed away
I've been counting down the days till I have to tell you, but they keep getting further away
I've been torturing myself 'cause I don't want you to hurt
But I can't hold on to hope when I'm prepared for the worst

Will you still love me?
Will you still love me?
Will you still love me?
Will you still love me?
Will you still love me?
Take me as I am
I can't face leaving, so I hope you understand

So, if it's not enough
When all I ever did was try to love everything about you
I can't waste another moment, fading from a life unchosen
Yeah, I just need to trust, you won't give up
Am I ever enough, ever enough, ever enough, ever enough for you?