Unstable

I'm unstable
I don't want anyone thinking that I'm still not able
To hear you're happier now
You've been moving on
And you've made it look so easy
While I'm still talking to your ghost in my memory

5 AM, I'm walking home again on my own
(Would you pick up the phone?)
I cleaned my place, put down our picture frames
'Cause I don't want these strangers to know

Now I'm lying in pieces
Cutting deeper with every move
And I'm fighting these feelings
Pretending I'm over you

I'm unstable
I don't want anyone thinking that I'm still not able
To hear you're happier now
You've been moving on
And you've made it look so easy
While I'm still talking to your ghost in my memory

In my head, I have the words you said on repeat
I'm not used to being weak
Acting reckless, 'cause I'm way too jealous
To admit I'm not what you need
Now I'm lying in pieces
Cutting deeper with every move
And I'm fighting these feelings
Pretending I'm over you

I'm unstable
I don't want anyone thinking that I'm still not able
To hear you're happier now
You've been moving on
And you've made it look so easy
While I'm still talking to your ghost in my memory

I'm unstable (oh)
I've never felt this pain before
And I got your voicemail playing all along
Could you pick up now?

I'm unstable
I don't want anyone thinking that I'm still not able
To hear you're happier now
You've been moving on
And you've made it look so easy
While I'm still talking to your ghost in my memory