Total Self-hatred

Rip my heart to pieces
Tear my soul down to the ground
For I am no more
Rip my lifes to pieces
See the circle's now done
I float
And I'm gone

Screamed so long for peace inside
Feel the pain rise every night
And now as I in darkness dwell
I wish I'd never be born

Blessing all these scars inside
I walk those blood fields at night
I hate with love from deep inside
And turn the key to never be born

Screamed so long for peace inside
Feel the pain rise every night
And now as I in darkness dwell
I'd wish I'd be never reborn

Screamed for peace inside
Pain rise every night
Paths those bloody nights
Hate from deep inside