Romanticize the Meltdown

This is critical
Too far gone to turn around
I'm at the edge of this
Too far gone to turn around

But I romanticize the meltdown
And call it clarity
Sirens sound like lullabies

And It's killing me
It's killing me

It's killing me that moment never came
I waited too long
And I didn't do a damn thing
I waited too long

I guess my mind's a million miles away
I guess my mind's a million miles away

I realize I procrastinated
I'm so stupid
Waiting for the worst
Till it couldn't be ignored

I thought all my problems would fix themselves
Tomorrow never came
Tomorrow never came and now I'm buried in this mess

And It's killing me
It's killing me

It's killing me that moment never came
I waited too long
And I didn't do a damn thing
I waited too long

I guess my mind's a million miles away
I guess my mind's a million miles away

I realize I procrastinated
I'm so stupid
Waiting for the worst
Till it couldn't be ignored

I let it get to this point
If I don't move then it all breaks
The floor is gone there's nowhere
There's nowhere left to move
I hope I survive