Just Wanna Live

Turn it off, turn it off
I just need a minute

Tryna disappear from the noise in my head
Every call I ignore, every text left unread
World keeps spinning, I don't feel in control
Like I'm stuck in the air, nowhere left to go

People talk like they know what I'm going through
But they don't feel the weight that I'm running from
Got a spark in my chest but it flickers low
Still I carry the fire like I'm letting go

I been drifting away, I been losing the line
Between what's real and what's killing my mind
If I reach for you now, would I fall or just break?
I don't know if I'm numb or I'm wide awake

I just wanna feel alive tonight
No chains, no rules, no wrong or right
If I crash, let me crash in the light
I'm done running from the fight

I don't need saving now
Just let me breathe somehow
If I fade, I fade out loud
But at least I lived it now

Yeah, I walk through the static, no signal, no sound
Got my head in the clouds but my feet off the ground
Every step feel heavy but I keep that pace
Like I'm racing myself in a losing chase

They keep pulling me back, tryna lock me in
But I'm breaking the frame that they put me in
I could want something real, yeah, I know that's true
But right now I just wanna become something new

Turn it off, just silence the pressure
No name, no past, I'm feeling lighter
If I fall, don't pick me up
I don't wanna be who I was

I just wanna feel alive tonight
Burn fast, no fear, no compromise
If I break, let it redefine
Everything I left behind