Waves

Nothing lasts forever
At least nothing worth living for
I thought I escaped this
I thought I survived this
But now it's suffocating me

I can't begin to explain it
I know it's over
Repeat the lie that I'll make it out alive

Please give me peace
Put me out of my misery

Further
In the abyss I start to slip
Further
Into my head, am I losing it?
Further
Until I don't what's real or make believe
Under the surface where I can no longer
Feel the air around me, I wonder
Are the thoughts inside my head trying to deceive me

How do I calm myself?
Intrusive thoughts are ruining me
Talk me off the edge

Heavily breathing
I feel my pulse always racing and
I keep feeding the beast as
I'm almost broken completely
I wanna feel something that isn't panic
I know it's there, will I ever have it?

Waves come falling from the sky
I let them wash me away
I think it might be my time
First, it felt like the rain
Then it turned into waves
I let them wash me away
I let them wash me away

Wash me away
Wash me away
Wash me away