I don't wanna die

I see the gray partition
Alone inside my lair
I cannot stand or rise
The curtains sway against the light
I feel a pain, but I cannot describe
The people seem to shriek like swine
A sound, a great distress
Like souls being dragged to the sound of abyss

I hear the soldiers' tread
Behind a solid fence
To the beat of this lonely dread
Please, let me out, I can't endure

It wasn't about being on the ground
I wished you were around
It's too late to apologize
It was terrible!
It wasn't about a torture
If you could take me out
It wasn't about setting me free
But why did you let me drown?

It's not the end
It is my life
A deep regret
A person frail
Without defense
Just turmoil