#1 Birthday Boy

Fuckin' on the couch while it's raining
Are you the one? Tell me when you're coming to save me
I'm playing dumb, sleep with me the nightmares are crazy
Can't you erase me?
My visions fine, tell me why the colours are fading
You think you're making me mad
But you're just making me sad
Let me fade into black
Every single birthday no presents from dad
Will you burn me to ash?

Girl, the walls turning black
I'm afraid to attach
I can't say a thing if I just act like a brat
You'll embrace it, it's fine
Taking drugs all the time
Frozen colours rewind
Banish me to hell where you can torture my mind
Awake in my bed from the sleeping grace
This one pleasant poison, it eats you away
Mistakenly burn all my fuckin' brains
I smoke in the black, then I fade away
Whatever it's fine
Take my flesh, I resign
Roses red all the time
Hollow, can you bury me inside of my mind?
(Hollow, can you bury me inside of my mind?)
'Cause every single birthday no presents from dad

Will you burn me to ash
(Will you burn me to ash)
Girl, the walls turning black
(Girl, the walls turning black)
I'm afraid to attach
(I'm afraid to attach)
I can't say a thing if I just act like a brat
You'll embrace it, it's fine
(You'll embrace it, it's fine)
Taking drugs all the time
(I want drugs all the time)
Frozen colours rewind
Banish me to hell where you can torture my mind