one by one

How do I forgive the things I can't forget?
What I've done and said, yeah that can't be who I am
But it's clear to me that I'll always see the flaws in my design
And honestly, I'm incomplete but I'll make it right this time

I'm still trying to find a reason
Trying to fix the damage I've done
Torn in a million pieces
But I'm putting them back together one by one

So can I have the chance to grow and understand?
The only way I can, I'm not safe but I'm not damned
Now it's clear to me that I'm in between who I was and who I'll be
Yeah I realize the war inside reminds me I'm alive

I'm still trying to find a reason
Trying to fix the damage I've done
Torn in a million pieces
But I'm putting them back together one by one

The closer and closer I get to the edge
The darkness is all I can see in my head
Cut off, I'm hanging on by a thread
But this will not be the end
No this will not be the end

I'm still trying to find a reason
Trying to fix the damage I've done
Torn in a million pieces
But I'm putting them back together
I'm still trying to find a reason
(Trying to fix the damage I've done)
I'm still trying to find a reason
Now we're putting them back together
One by one, one by one