Even If I

You know, a lot has happened between us
I don't know what's real anymore
But I do know that I don't want to let you go
Because I love you and that's real
Because I love you and that's real
Because I love you and that's real

I told myself after last night I wouldn't call you anymore
And I'm here calling your phone
That sweet text I sent you, you said that this one would be the last
I wouldn't play the fool no more
Staring out the window wondering why I'm even reaching out to you
You keep falling away
Always giving one word answers
Simple, distant, now not much to say

Oh, even if I erase you from myself
I'll be able to delete you from my memory
And I'd be lying wouldn't ask to wish you well
Cause when you really should be, baby, is here with me

And you feel like I am rushing things, so you're pulling away
But I'm not trying to rush you
Said I'd hear from you tomorrow that was a week from yesterday
Yeah, my heart's so confused

Staring out the window wondering why I'm even reaching out to you
You keep falling away
Always giving one word answers
Simple, distant, now not much to say

Oh, even if I erase you from myself
I'll be able to delete you from my memory
And I'd be lying wouldn't ask to wish you well
Cause when you really should be, baby, is here with me
Oh, even if I erase you from myself
I'll be able to delete you from my memory
And I'd be lying wouldn't ask to wish you well
Cause when you really should be, baby, is here with me

Oh, even if I let you
Oh, even if I let you