Cotard's Solution (Anatta, Dukkha, Anicca)

What if the wind caught up with me
Started to change when I did
Would I blow out like a light?
Or like a kite, fly away?
What if the fear of darkness gave
Way to the fear of color?
Would you live in black and white
Or rest your eyes through the day?
And if dreams can come true
What does that say-hey about nightmares?!
I'll stay awake tonight

Cry my name, remind my brain of my identity
I'm not gonna listen, I'm not my volition, I'm
Shanananananananana free will!
Am I to blame for riding this train right by my destiny?
Ah, prove I can crack, ah
Loose from track, ah
Shanananananananana free will!

Rolling my third eye into the back
Of my head and squinting through the black!
Saw no center, saw not where it lead
It's times like this that make me wish that
I wished that I were dead, I don't wish I were dead
But somebody's got to go!

I wanna make my murder look like a suicide
But they'll all know, they'll all know
They'll all know that the body's mine!
I wanna go anonymous to identify
But they'll all know, they'll all know, they'll all know, they'll all know
They'll all know that the body's mine!

Divide by one and find I'm one less than the one I was
So how many people am I?
Now that I keep 'em in my
Shananananananana memory, still I
Check in the mirror to see how I look
I look different in different ways!
Ah, you do the math, ah
Who's looking back, ah
Shananananananana, that's not me!

Carving my initials in the back
Of my hand in case of losing track!
I forgot, remember to forgive?
It's times like this that make me wish that
I wished that I could live, I don't wish I could live
But somebody's got to stay!

I wanna make my murder look like a suicide
But they'll all know, they'll all know
They'll all know that the body's mine!
I wanna go anonymous to identify
But they'll all know, they'll all know, they'll all know, they'll all know, they'll all know, they'll all know
All know it's mine!
Ah!

And if dreams can come true
What does that say about nightmares?
I'll stay awake tonight

I wanna make my murder look like a suicide
But they'll all know, they'll all know
They'll all know that the body's mine!
I wanna go anonymous to identify
But they'll all know, they'll all know, they'll all know, they'll all know
They'll all know that the body's mine!

Ah!
Ah!
Ah, ah, ah!
Ah!
Ah, ah!
Ah!