Sick Sweet

I’ve got a sick sweet dream and it’s tearing me apart inside
Dealing a guilty plea to my loneliest heart’s desire
Am I just too dumb to fight it
Am I just too high cause in my mind
You’re like an afterlife and I really wanna die tonight

So starved for the sunshine
Won't you be mine be mine be mine
Guess I just spent my wishes
Can I get just a few more to set aside
Cause it looks like the rain’s running wild

Well it’s a sick sweet life and I'm gambling it all tonight
With every shade of me flying like freaks on a free ride
Cause there’s no use trying to hide it
It's so obvious that every touch feels like an afterlife and I really wanna die tonight

So parched for a relapse
Won't you do that do that do that
Guess I just spent my wishes
Can I get just a few more to set aside
Cause it looks like the rain’s running wild