A Dead Sunflower (I'm Gonna Post This When I Get Older)

Help me, help me
I'm having a crisis (oh-h)
He's a monster, what did I expect?
He used me, used me
He's a monster (aye)
He's a monster (oh)
This boy is a motherfucker monster
But I accept, Yes I accept him
Ooh ah, ooh ah ah

I can't, I don't accept him (no no)
He just uses me (oh oh)
He's doing his part
'Cause I'm a dead sunflower (my dead heart)

No more sun (no no)
Just the darkness (oh oh)
He's doing his part
Cause I'm tired of his contempt (my dead heart)

He already wasted me, does it matter?
I want to commit suicide
Or run away!
Both are good! (help me)

Help me, help me
I'm having a crisis (oh-h)
He already despised me, does it matter?
I can't accept, I can't accept
He's a monster (aye)
He's a monster (oh)
This boy is a motherfucker monster
He made me fight with my best friend
Ooh ah, ooh ah ah (ah)

Many people are scared of me (are scared)
But when I look at him, I almost can't help but cry
Let me make this very clear
I want to disappear from the world (the world)

I can't sleep
I went to the room down there (but)
I can't stop crying (stop crying)
I can't stop crying (stop crying)

He already used me, does it matter? (ohhh)
I want to commit suicide
Or run away!
Both are good! (h-h-help me)

Help me, help me
I'm having a crisis (oh-h)
He's a monster, what did I expect?
He used me, used me
He's a monster (aye)
He's a monster (oh)
This boy is a motherfucker monster
But I can't take it anymore, Yes I can't take it anymore
Ooh ah, ooh ah ah

He's spoiled, He hurts me
He doesn't care about anything (that's why i hate him)
I always thought it was a cousin thing
But, but I was wrong (and I need help)

Help me, help me
I'm having a crisis (oh-h)
He's a monster, what did I expect?
He used me, used me
He's a monster (aye)
He's a monster (oh)
This boy is a motherfucker monster
But I can't take it anymore, Yes I can't take it anymore
Ooh ah, ooh ah ah

Help me, help me
I'm having a crisis (oh-h)
He's a monster, what did I expect?
He used me, used me
He's a monster (aye)
He's a monster (oh)
This boy is a motherfucker monster
But I can't take it anymore, Yes I can't take it anymore
Ooh ah, ooh ah ah