Shame in Suffering

Pleasure I've felt
Pain I have dealt
Shame remains the same
People around
Feelings to drown
Thing I cannot tame
No moment of peace
The pain will not cease
No matter what I do
Try to fit in
Fight with a grin
For a life to live that's new

Shame in suffering

Fear of what's new
It's all that I knew
The weight it crushes me
I try and I try
I lie and I lie
Attempting to break free
The chains hold me down
My personal crown
This shame it holds me back
Continue the fight
With all of my might
Make up for what I lack

Shame in suffering

The pain it won't end
But I will not bend
I'm stronger than deceit
Continue the war
I'll settle the score
My peace I soon will meet
Shame is the master
Fear is the pastor
The sermon it is sung
My story begins
My true self it wins
Death blow finally swung

Shame in suffering
The code is fucking red