Mindfuck

I know the pain isn't real, but I'm way too, way too scarred to heal
And there’s a fire burning at my heels, but I'm way too, way too fucking cold to feel Fearing this feeling of instability
Something wicked is growing inside of me
Trying my best to avoid a catastrophe

Demons in my head, but I won’t go willingly
And I can feel my heartbeat racing
My veins are about to burst
I look in the mirror to see my own worst enemy
My enemy is me

Sometimes I feel like a broken man
There are times when I'm not sure how much more I can stand
All my childhood left alone, an exiled mind is all I know
Don’t try to take me, don’t try to change me

I feel a darkness growing every day
Don’t try to bend me, don’t try to break me
I'm already broken

Always finding new ways to destroy myself
It's the only thing I know, I have nothing else
I can’t feel anything anymore
My reality is far from yours

Bleeding distress, my thoughts are my temptress
I don't give a shit if the thoughts I think are logical
I just wanna lose my fucking mind, ‘cause I'm broken inside
I’m a stranger to myself and you’re all strangers to me

Don’t try to take me, don’t try to change me
I feel a darkness growing every day
Don’t try to bend me, don’t try to break me
I'm already broken

I don't have to sleep with the devil to wake up in hell
I know the pain isn't real, but I'm way too, way too scarred to heal
And there’s a fire burning at my heels, but I'm way too fucking cold to feel