i'm dying but i'm watching it all

(I'm sick for Zeuls!)
And I'm so ashamed
And when I think about it, awful thoughts surround me
I can't think
I rot away in misery
So easily
Don't ever tell me that I'm not the one, I salavaged all I could
I take in every regret
Like why's it matter to you
It never mattered to me
And now my flaws are apparent
I'm off of the brink off death
Could you be direct
All I want
Is my hands on rifle, there's nothing to fight for
I'd rather just die
I'm all on my own
Regretting the times
Could you bury me alive
I'm gone cause my girl was beatiful
Where did you go with your careful?
I can felt the way you felt
But, you can't feel the way I felt

I'm dying but I'm watching it all
I'm dying but I'm watching it all
I'm dying but I'm watching it all
I'm dying but I'm watching it all
I'm dying but I'm watching it all
I'm dying but I'm watching it all
I'm dying but I'm watching it all
I'm dying but I'm watching it all
(Zeuls, Eu vou te matar!)