Nourijyouno Cracker / 脳裏上のクラッカー

Mind Cracker

spinning like a top

in the red light, I touched you
I can see the end coming
I couldn't let anything go
I couldn't answer anything
I was just searching for a way out

only shouting out new info
with priority on the first cap
I won't let you slip away
without knowing the reason
I’m wishing for happiness
acting like it’s all good

ah, I want to be me but I can’t be me

anyway, anyway, it felt like
someone gave me peace
I want to scream about the coincidence
but I just keep holding my umbrella
in this pathetic rain
I’ll head home like this, see ya

why? even if you’re not next to me

it’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay
I know it’s pointless
I get it, I get it, I get it
so just hold on tight
Don’t stop, I left it on my mind
let’s laugh while we bang the cracker
I’m just staring at the moon
trying to get the timing right
what I can see

I want to think it’s everything

it feels like I have a strong dislike

most of the time, I’m soaked
I didn’t say you’re great
I couldn’t say it
I couldn’t point it out
my true self is tangled up again
and it won’t come undone

ah, I want to disappear but I don’t want to disappear

it’s like you kept pushing me
no matter how much I compare
but the conclusion is right there
in this pathetic rain
I’ll head home like this, see ya

why? even if you’re not next to me

it’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay
I know it’s pointless
I get it, I get it, I get it
so just hold on tight
Don’t stop, I left it on my mind
let’s laugh while we bang the cracker
I’m just staring at the moon
trying to get the timing right
loved in loneliness

until the night breaks

if you’re not coming back after saying congratulations

don’t say it, don’t say it, please
I can’t break free, I’ll just keep it all in

why? even if you’re not next to me

it’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay, don’t say it
it’s silly to run just because it’s a line
I’m running now
I know it’s pointless
I get it, I get it, I get it
so just face the morning
Don’t stop, I left it on my mind
let’s laugh while we bang the cracker
I’m just staring at the moon
trying to get the timing right
what I can see

I want to think it’s everything