Where am I

Brightness turns to black
Memories in my mind
Thoughts I had now lack
Can't seem to find
Slowly leaving all worse it gets
Thoughts I can't recall
Life's full of regrets

From above you see
How I live
All this misery
And what it's done to me
I can't live anymore
Can't move on stop this before
I loose my mind

And now that you're gone
I don't know how to live
It is hard to see
When you're not with me
Was this my fault?
Or was this just fate
Cause it is hard to see
That this was meant to be

(Chorus)
And now that your gone
I know I was wrong
Those nights t spend alone
Wishing you were home
And now the time has past
Nice guys finish last
Why did this have to die?
Where am I?