Allegiance

Thinking about you night and day
Thinking about it every other way
Wondering what i ever did wrong
Wondering why you ever said so long
Pondering you in my clouded thoughts
Pondering what i just lost

Everyone has their own thoughts and contradictions
Everyone loves to be the center of attention
(sometimes) everyone just wants someone with them forever
But you're not the one who has to move on in the end

Wishing that you would come back today
Before i begin to think what god wants me to be
(become in my later days)
I'll let him decide and in time
I'm sure i'll find love then