Mental Disruption

This is how it ends,
your pathetic illusions
of a life-euphoria.
Do you have no sense,
can't you feel your delusions
it's a fake-utopia!

What is my fate, pain or salvation.
Fumbling in darkness, the tunnel is deep.
What is my state, (to) believe or deny.
The judge is near now, I can't slip away.

Afraid, Insane Or Deranged!