Not This Time

Torn from the insignificant and what matters most
My actions define who i'll be
My actions are defining me
Reflect on your life and the choices you make
Cause in the blink of an eye
Your friends become your enemies

Not this time
I won't pretend for anyone else anymore
Your true colors have shown
In my minds eye
No sympathy for anyone else anymore
Cause i've left behind all that i've ever known

Denied of my serenity from my racing mind
I strive to accomplish my needs
My need is my serenity
I try to see while pondering all my beliefs
I recollect and suddenly
I've become my own worst enemy

Not this time
Don't justify for anyone else anymore
Your intentions have shown
In my minds eye
Refuse to lie for anyone else anymore
Cause i've left behind all that i've ever known
...i've known

I've left
It all
Behind
I've left it behind
I've left it behind
Me
I've left it behind
Left it behind

Not this time
I won't pretend for anyone else anymore
Your true colors have shown
In my minds eye
No sympathy for anyone else anymore
Cause i've left behind all that i've known
Not this time
Don't justify for anyone else anymore
Your intentions have shown
In my minds eye
Refuse to lie for anyone else anymore
Cause i've left behind all that i've ever known
...i've known