picking petals

The white walls, they scare me, the blank space on my knees
I stare at the ceiling while trying to get you to agree
This feeling is dehumanizing
We're all wondering why everything is moving West
When the wind is blowing South

I'm picking petals with my teeth
Don't know what I'm supposed to think about it
Trying anything, I'll consume the bottle from the rabbit
Never met him once
So I give him all my trust when he says: Follow me
To where my mom wouldn't want me to be

And I'm stuck on you, but I can't stay here anymore
I don't get you, but I get why you are the way you are
And when I needed you, you thought best was to leave
But when you needed help, I told you to call me
And, baby, you begged me to stay by your side
But when we're done fucking, you're not satisfied
And you know, you can't hunt with an unloaded gun
But you shoot, and you fire, and you hit more than once
Like a voice breaking glass, you break through my skin
'Cause when you pull the trigger, you know you won't miss

I'm picking petals with my teeth
Don't know what I'm supposed to think about it
Trying anything, I'll consume the bottle from the rabbit
Never met him once
So I give him all my trust when he says: Follow me
To where my mom wouldn't want me to be
(Wouldn't want me to be)

And it goes over again, over again, over again, over again, oh
It's over again, over again, over again, and over again
We go over again, over again, over again, over again, no
Oh-oh

Oh, and I would burn to feel you touchin' me, I'd burn to feel you more
I don't want this, I don't want you, this is nothin' I prayed for
And the burn turned to anger, and the anger turned to bleed
I'm forever a sinner while I try to stay clean
And you know that you like what you're doing to me
It makes you feel good, but you're just so dirty

I'm picking petals with my teeth
Don't know what I'm supposed to think about it
Trying anything, I'll consume the bottle from the rabbit
Never met him once
So I give him all my trust when he says: Follow me
To where my mom wouldn't want me to be

(To where my mom wouldn't want me to be)