Beside One's Self

How should I begin -
I've seen the moment of my greatness,
Flicker in the blink of an eye.
I was afraid to step forward.
It feels almost impossible
To say just what I mean.
A decision must be made.
Weigh out the pros and cons.
So now I must decide,
Weigh out the pros and cons.
Not seeing eye to eye
Took it's tole on me.
Now I take my leave.
Here is not where I belong,
I wont be gone for long.
This chapter ends, so I move forward
To write one more.
I scream out of mind to one day find my place.
I was afraid to step forward.
It feels almost impossible
To say just what I mean.
Can't you see this isn't a part of me.
How should I begin -
I've seen the moment of my greatness,
Flicker in the blink of an eye.