Brutal (feat. Rainsford)

(Just bear with me)

No matter how many skies have fallen
No matter how many times I'm hollowed out
I'm carrying the Sun, I'm crying to the song
That I used to dance to

No matter how many nights I'm sleepless
No matter how many times I fall to pieces
I'm carrying the Moon, I'm lying in the room
That we used to love in

So I was wide awake last night
Wishing you could look me in my eyes
Brutal is better than confused
We're close at the moment with you

When I was wide awake last night
Hoping maybe you could change my mind
Brutal is better than confused
We're close at the weight that I feel when I'm with you

One day I'll feel like I can trust ya
Baby, then the next day I feel numb, I feel nothing
And I don't know what's worse, when I'm dying from the thirst
That I used to drown in

So I was wide awake last night
Wishing you could look me in my eyes
Brutal is better than confused
We're close at the moment with you

When I was wide awake last night
Hoping maybe you could change my mind
Brutal is better than confused
We're close at the weight that I feel when I'm with you

Say you've changed
I'm in pain
Should I stay?
Say you've changed
I'll pretend
It's complicated